Friday, April 23, 2010

Quotes : #1

"I fear no death. Death to me is just another chapter of life. But I don't want to move on into this new chapter, without making significant differences in this chapter of my life. And indeed, life is not about you and yourself. Life is about improving the life of others, be in now or in the future. Then after this mission is fulfilled, I shall move on to the other chapter."

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Never Give Up

I understand how you feel.

Sometimes it is really frustrating to walk up a road, thinking that you would have a better ending, a better future. But after going through the distance, only to realised that this is actually a dead end. It is really frustrating, really disappointing, might even crush your heart and spirit so much, that you think of ending it all... suicide.

But no, this shouldn't be an option. For I believe that life is a dynamic form of energy. Each dead end will open a door to new opportunities. There is no fullstop in life, the only limit we have is the limit we set to ourselves. And when you trip and fall, just wipe your tears, stand up and keep walking. Remember how often you fall when you first try to learn how to walk? But yet you stood up tall today. Nothing can bring you down. Nothing.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Nightmares.

I am not sleeping, nor am I dreaming. But why it is nowadays I have such fearsome thoughts running through my head. Thoughts of sharp saw penetrating my skull, thoughts of being tied with layers of metal around my hips until my pelvis bones crush, thoughts of having brain cancer, thoughts of something blocking my vein until the blood pressure causes it to burst. What signs does it bring? Why do I have such thoughts, even when I am fully concious? This is really worrying me...